wow i've had quite a week. last night i had a show choir concert which was...interesting. afterwards i went to APPLEBEES and got some DESSERT SHOOTERZ with anna which was hott. we got like three. shit was delicious. but damn i hope i don't have to work today, then my dawg anna and i can go to mall of americaaa or some shit and go on the spongebob ride.

but yeah. it's SNOWING. what the fucking fuckity fuck?! it's almost may for fuck's sake. jesus christ. it's probably because all the aerosol in the hairspray used at the choir concert last night made the hole in the ozone layer 10x larger, thus increasing the effects of global warming, i.e erratic weather patterns. oy vey...

if they use my on call at work i will weep silently. not so much actually but yeah i'll be mad.

oh snap i think this is my new favorite holiday. srsly mannnn.

i have been having a shitty time lately and it is lovely to be able to you know...unwind...a bit. i get to have my favorite pasta tonight and i slept all day, and it is lovely outside. i should take a walk but i don't feel like it. so i won't! oh i went to whole foods this morning too and it was awesommmeeee.

but yeah.

wow yeah i went to disney world! it was hilarious but i am tired and quite crabby, bordering on depressed. idk if it's because i'm tired or if it's because i am genuinely having issues. i fear it's the latter.

well anyways there was this guy that was a band member for our show choir band and he wore threadless shirts every day and i was like ohhh snap that's ace, i can't even remember all the hilarious goings on so i will save it in my head. there was sleep talking, trolls, the it's a small world ride, and countless other hilarious things that happened that i can't even remember. but i am not going to be in choir next year. why? because my little group got treated quite badly. basically i am not going to put up with the bullshit anymore. so yeah!

bad mood.

lolol i just had a mini fight with ingrid that went like so

her: hi i'm abbi and i don't feel like iming ingrid, loserrr
me: whatever i never im anyone unless i need to talk to them because i am just like that
her: yeah you are a loser
me: ah i slept all day it felt so good
her: yeah that's because you have no life, at least i was out all weekend
me: bitch whatever i have been doing shit all weekend and i have a job and a right to be tired and i'm in a bad mood
her: ugh well ~I~ was out all weekend
me: i don't care i am in no mood to argue with you about not having a life, i have a job and you do not, all you do is shop
her: whutev i am peacin out bye loser

loololol told that bitch off. i get sick of her telling me what a loser i am. i was genuinely tired from all the working i've been doing and show choir and yes there was a bit of shopping but at least my weekend had substance. this is why i am a bitch to people, because they are unnecessarily rude to me. i don't care that i am a bitch to her sometimes, she kind of deserves it and i need to stand up for myself more!

ugh ok i have been back from london a while now and i want to go back like now. i have had the busiest two days EVER and it is my long weekend! it's ok though it has been for the most part pretty fun.

thursday i went shopping with ingrid and we made our weekly phone call to charlie from the shoe department at von maur which is always lulzy. i got new jeans too, and they are fierce. yesterday i was out from 11am to 10pm which was really hard on me tbh.

so today! i got up to go to CHOIR which is GREAT! ESPECIALLY AT TEN IN THE MORNING! OMG!!!! no that was awful too but again i chose to do choir and i have to learn to accept that. but then i had to go to work, then i went out to dinner and shopping with marion. add to that the fact that i can't eat so much because i've got sores all over my mouth and you've got me, tired, irritable, and unhappy. voila!

and i have decided to be completely nice to people this week no matter what. i am bitchy to everyone whether it is joking or not and i am starting to feel bad because i do genuinely like a lot of people and i don't want to treat them badly (i.e i can't kick my friends' balls if they did not warrant it). you can mark my words on this one, and i want to try to cut back on sexual stuff for real this time. FOR REELZ. but yeah i am actually going to bed because i am gearin up for a good 12 hour sleep plus a nap. it is going to feel so good, oh my god will it feel good!

wowowowwwww i am in london. i have been so busy that i haven't had time to update! i have been shopping every day and i've spent...like...£150? idk like a lot. i went to topshop because i had a giftcard for there and i spent a lot of moneys on a dress and tights and a jacket. and i have bought two pairs of boots! lovely.

i have also been to some museums, like the tate modern which my mum didn't like that much but i liked it because i liked to see all the picassos and all. and also i saw what was inarguably a banksy but it was far away and i couldn't see any tag. it so was though, and i would have gotten a picture but i was on the train and it was moving.

well today i went to portobello road which was amazingly awesomely boss and i died a little but i didn't buy anything. the people here are so so NICE too which is awesome, and they are also very well dressed. whenever my mum and i see groups of cutie british boys (which is OFTEN, i think i will have a heart attack) my mum always tells me "be still, your heart!" and i giggle a bit because i kind of want a british boy to take home with me. one called me beautiful, but i believe he was trying to sell something so i don't think that counts :( terrible.

well my hair is getting longer anyways so it might look halfway decent by the time i go back to school...it's not beautiful though sadface. whotever i have been so bitter and crabby. idk why. well i sort of do but you kow wtf ever. ok this is getting far too long and my laptop is running out of power. cheers!

oh my goodness i am going to london in a few hours! wow. i am all packed and everything, i've got lots of pretty clothes to wear, nice books to read, and lovely music to listen to. i bought Everything is Illuminated which should be good. i liked the movie, and i have heard the book is even better. i also got this random book that is like those "choose your own adventure books" for little kids, only it's for adults! that one should be interesting. there are 150 endings and you can end up happily married in the suburbs or morbidly obese in a trailer park, which makes me lol. pretty sweet! oh and i have brown hair now. i'm waiting for the hair to get longer and less awkward and i'm REALLY hoping it gets lighter because it is way too dark for me atm.

ANYWAYS. yeah. i'm leaving at like 7 and i arrive there at like 9 in the morning london time, which is liiike 3 in the morning my time. damn i hope i can sleep! they have those in seat entertainment system which i am WICKED excited about and they might deprive me of sleep. but yeah. london!

wtf wtf wtf. this has been the shittiest weekend everrrrrrr. i got fucking sick! i got the flu! i have finals tomorrow!!!! what the fuck. i am really sick too, not just cough cough...it's not a stuffy sick, it's the hurty ow ow slash stomach flu. shiiiiiiiiit. this suckss. i'm thinking it's the really short flu though, because my fever broke this morning. yay.

in other news. i went shopping and bought a shirt, not here :( it's been a while since i bought one here, i need to start getting my priorities on track! but also, i am leaving for london in less than a week. omg. eight fucking hours on a plane is quite a bit of time and i'm not looking forward to that part. buuuut it is going to be an amazing trip and i am incredibly excited, just hoping that the flu will gtfo.

but yeah i have to go check on my jello. it's apricot!! i am on the crackers, jello, and soup diet so my tum tum doesn't get upset. but it was so so nice this morning, before i knew i would have a really upset stomach, my mom came in and woke me up with this mini chocolate cake and she's all goood mooooorning here's your breakfast and i ate every last bit. unfortunately that backfired but it was delish. anyway yeah jello.

yeah so i'm finished with my first day of finals. i survived! how fucking amazing is that. i've still got math, french, art history, and british literature left, but i've gotten brit lit composition and gov done.

i kind of want to do something fun tonight. i am on call at my work but i want to go shopping or some shit like that. idk why, i think i go shopping every weekend...i don't even buy anything sometimes. maybe i should just stay home and mope, lollollll...

oh and i finished Shadow of the Wind, and it is indeed amazing. read it.

so yes. I AM NOT PREGNANT just to elaborate. but i have found out that if i was and if i shared the news on threadless, real hilarity would probably ensue. lovely!

so today. TODAY. what did i do today? i woke up late. i ate something good but i can't remember what really. showered in the yucky florida water. chilled a while, and went to the beach! that's the best thing you could do today. it was really really hot and sunny today so it was a good day there. i went for a walk and went swimming in the gulf which was interesting and very very brilliant. it felt so good!!!

ugh then there was dinner. we went to sharky's and there was a fucking hour wait and we decided wtf let's just wait. so i went out for a walk on the pier with my gramps (which was amazingly gorgeous because it was cloudy and the sun was setting, it was pretty) and HERE is where the funny/terrible story comes in. we came back and i saw my dad talking to some random trashy looking lady and i just see her FLIP him the bird, throw a cigarette at him, and walk away, flipping the bird again and again. so i'm like wtf happened! my mum told me that this lady just came up to her and started talking to her, asking how long she had been waiting, and my mum's like gtfo you are blowing smoke in my face so the lady did the same to my dad and he said to get away and she got REALLY angry. so i'm like oh hay white trash...and she tried to burn my dad up! lame.

annnd florida is dandy but i really need to go the fuck home to study. it's awful, i have finals in like four days and i still have studying to do. plus, my grandmother says things OVER and OVER and OVER again which is sad but sometimes i think she does it for attention. but yeah. florida. this was a long one, yeah? yup.